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“Good morning, folks, and a Happy New Year,” the conductor says. The red digital letters at the front of this train car read, “Yankees – E 153rd St.” I imagine Randy and Rachel, Roger and Elsie, Layne, Zach, Tristan, and Jared on the platform outside of Yankee Stadium waiting to board car 4207. What better way to start the New Year than to walk into Grand Central, to meet up with friends to hike the Aquaduct Trail, and eat hibachi in Tarrytown!?

On the way into Grand Central, a lady from nearby Jackson Heights told me, “You know, I feel like I’m beginning the new year by climbing a mountain.” We continued visiting. I told her that we’re going hiking. “So,” she said, “You’re looking forward to climbing a mountain.”

I’m anticipating hiking mountain trails with Laurence in 2024!

Happy New Year! Berniece

The Roosevelt Island bus pulled to a stop before rounding the corner and heading down the ramp to Wengerd’s Farm Market. In the darkness just before dawn, the light of electric candles shone from the apartments outside the bus windows.

“The people that walked in darkness have seen a great light: they that dwell in the land of the shadow of death, upon them hath the light shined” (Isaiah 9:2).

Saturday evening, Laurence and I walked for a couple miles in Howard Beach, Queens, past the most elaborate of light displays. Here and there, we passed nativity scenes that proclaimed, “Jesus is the reason for the season” – words of light.

Many of our customers responded on Saturday with, “Merry Christmas!” However, there was the man who said, “The thing to be concerned about is if there will even be a United States a year from now,” – essentially saying that there wouldn’t be. These words came from darkness. Jesus came to give light and hope.

Last evening, we walked on a horse trail in the woods (yes, in the city!) of Forest Park. Light reflecting from the clouds lit our path. This morning, Laurence tells me that like the clouds reflecting light, so we want to be a reflection of the Light.

Laurence sits in a rocker across from me, the Bible in his lap. In the dimness of our room the flame from a kerosene lamp gives light. God sent His Son to light our world with peace in 2023.

God bless you with light this Christmas day. We’ll be going to the mission for dinner. Merry Christmas. Laurence and Berniece

Laurence wants me to write about our Christmas meal at Samarkand, an Uzbek restaurant three bus stops and then a walk from our place, but unless you’re a foodie who’s interested in other cultures, I fear I’ll bore you. The lamb kebab was delicious. The plov, over the top and the baba ghanoush with their warm bread, totally satisfying. We very much enjoy the ambience of the restaurant with its waiters and waitresses wearing native dress, and to observe the long tables filled with Uzbek Jews. Laurence works with a Jewish nurse from Uzbekistan. When he told Lana that we were going there, she said that her brother-in-law David owns the restaurant. (David! Of course, he’s Jewish) Samarkand closes at sundown on Friday and opens after sundown on Saturday. (As we well know after once having reservations for after sundown on Saturday and waiting in a downpour with Randy and Leanna for it to open.) The thing that puzzled us Wednesday evening was a big screen showing a fireplace with a flickering fire and a Christmas tree beside it while Christmas songs played. Observant Jews do not celebrate Christmas.

Neither do Muslims, Buddhists, atheists, and many others in this city. The liberals do not name the name of Jesus. Instead they say things like, “Happy Holidays,” so imagine our delight at hearing “Away in manger no crib for a bed, the little Lord Jesus lay day his sweet head” by the skating rink at Bryant Park. I leaned forward to the Spanish mother near me and said, “Your daughter skates so beautifully.”

She replied, “It’s been a year. She practices every day.” I wonder if she’s going for the Olympics.

Laurence and I like to walk the streets of Queens and take bus rides to see the wonderfully decorated yards and houses lit for the season. Once again, it thrills us, because many in this city are not Christian and don’t celebrate.

Did you listen to the Christmas program streamed from Sugar Hill Mennonite Mission last evening? It’s a highlight of the year for me. My favorite thing was visiting with the people who attended, but I did love the carols and the food!

I most enjoy the good old-fashioned carols and wish we’d hear more of them. I’m going to sing them at the market tomorrow. You’re welcome to join me.

Christmas Day we plan to be at the mission. I understand the young Michael Jackson actor is back in the city and will join us with his mother. Long ago, Bernice (Mrs. Shawn) Becker had a penpal in Russia. Today this penpal lives in Brooklyn. She wants to come to Christmas dinner. Some of the Akinyombos will come from Poughkeepsie. Maybe the doctor from Nepal will come.

We’ll be a merrily diverse group, and I’ll be home (in NYC) for Christmas.

Merry Christmas! Love from the Penners

PS Tell me about your Christmas.

Pss Sorry if you keep getting this is your inbox. I may be an author but I’m prone to error. It helps to keep me humble. 😊

The man beside us at the Uzbek restaurant sat alone. “How long you been together?” he asked Laurence and me.

“Forty-one years.”

“It’s beautiful. So beautiful.”

Together is beautiful in a home. Together is beautiful in the Church. Brothers and sisters of like precious faith came to market today. Some I knew; others I hadn’t met before. The youth sang carols. The customers responded by clapping and videoing. An older lady, Sherry, said, “Will you please sing one more,” and they sang, “Silent Night” just for her. Then they walked off towards the tram TOGETHER. Together, not just as a group, but also as one in heart and spirit. The beauty of this togetherness shone as a beckoning light on Roosevelt Island today.

Tomorrow a few of us will worship together at Sugar Hill Mennonite Mission. We were not all raised in the same culture or country, but we are one in the body of Christ. We are together.

I’ll always remember the glory of singing “Redeemed, how I love to proclaim it” (my eyes get teary just thinking about it) with the 11,000 brothers and sisters together at the 2022 Confidence.

There’s a beautiful place of Together with the people of God.

The customer beside us in the restaurant left to go alone to a bar and watch football.

Berniece

Beneath the steel beams of the overhead train, I observe the faint orange of a sunrise crisscrossed by black electrical wires. In the City That Never Sleeps, I hear the rumble of trains, Muslim prayers, horns honking, and, when I listen closely, birdsong. The sari-dressed woman on a bench in the park-like median beside me leans over to say that it’s 22 minutes until the next bus. I reply, “I know.” I decide to wait and not spend the money on Uber. However, just then a bus rounds the corner onto Queens Boulevard, and we both cross the street and board it for a ride to Roosevelt Island.

That’s as far as I got this morning. Now it’s the western sky that is tinted with the sunset. Market was good. Ordinary. Normal. It felt routine to go out early this morning to commute, and to work at market. (Meanwhile, Laurence had a dentist appointment, and he walked in Forest Park.)

Why was I thinking these thoughts? Unexpectedly this last week, I spent several days in Kansas. I flew out for the funeral of Jim Kehn at Ulysses. His wife, Anita, is my cousin. I’m glad I went. I don’t think I’ll ever forget standing in the warm sunshine (70 degrees, no wind) at the cemetery, seeing the brilliant yellows and reds of the casket bouquet, and hearing the choir sing, “Somewhere in the skies . . .” Truly, I was lifted to Heaven. I’m glad for Jim’s testimony. I saw so many friends and relatives. I could spend time with my parents.

But then the plane landed at LGA, and I was home where life is normal.

Berniece

“But his father was Greek” (Acts 16:1). I wonder if the apostle Timothy looked like the husky, black-haired waiter with a full beard in the restaurant where Laurence and I dine alone among the Greeks. It is said that the Greeks are fickle, petty, partisan, passionate, and competitive.

The blue and white of the Greek flag are mirrored in the colors of the restaurant with blue trim and beams, white walls, and off white vintage lace curtains. There’s a worn wood floor, white tablecloths, and a screen showing pictures of Greece. The Greek mother and restaurant owner moves between tables, visiting with the diners or she stands quietly to the side observing. Around her neck is a chain with a gold cross. The cross on the Greek flag symbolizes Christianity. (1 Corinthians 1:24, “But unto them which are called, both Jews and Greeks.”)

We begin with warm pita and an olive oil dip. So satisfying! Laurence orders the moussaka and I ask for a gyro. Moussaka is to the Greek what lasagna is to Italians. It’s a rich tomato meat sauce layered with eggplant and potato and topped with a thick layer of sauce. My first bite of the lamb and beef gyro amazes me (not being such a meat fan), and I tell Laurence, “You have to try this” as I drop some of the slivered meat onto his plate.

Long tables fill with elderly looking Greeks. (Well, they might be our age, but they look older. 😊) The noise level rises. The Timothy-looking waiter hugs the ladies. The man across from us greets everyone that comes in as if he/she is a good friend. He steps over to us and says, “I’ve had a heart transplant. I’m 69, but my heart is 32.”

The waitress is too harried to bring our bill, but finally gets it to us. Laurence pays, and then we step across to where the man with a young heart sits. We visit with his table of people about the restaurants in Elmhurst, the food, and about friendships. The man tells us this large group (maybe 50 people) gathers here every other week. “You could give me your number and join us.”

It’s tempting to join the Greeks. We would not have to dine alone. But we also want to dine with the Uzbeks, the Indians, Colombians, Japanese, Italians, etc.

We walked from the restaurant into the quiet of the city. “That was an experience,” I said to Laurence.

“Was it a good one?” asked the Greek on the sidewalk.”

“Yes,” I replied.

Berniece with input from Laurence 11/2/2023

(I write this especially for those of you who are not with your family today.)

“Final call for the 9:50 train to Poughkeepsie. Alright folks, this is going to be a crowded train, so please, make space on the seats. Use the overhead racks for the bags.”

I pick up the sweet potato casserole and place it on my lap to make room for someone to sit beside Laurence and me. It’s quite unusual to see this train, pulling away from Grand Central, so full. A dozen people walk past, looking for an empty seat. Many more people will board the train when we reach the next stop in Harlem.

After Harlem, the train will curve over to roll along the Hudson – that most beautiful of rivers – for many miles until we reach the last stop in Poughkeepsie. The same architect who designed Grand Central designed the Poughkeepsie station, and it too is grand.

We anticipate the blessing today of food and fellowship with the Akinyombo (Daramola) family. Many of our holidays have been spent away from family (a stranger plops himself down beside me), and I long ago quit crying that we weren’t going home to Kansas for the holidays. I am grateful for family and for all the childhood memories of being with the cousins at Grandpa and Grandma’s. However, the photographs in my mind of outstanding holiday (I use holiday in this post because the same goes for Christmas.) memories are of those spent here.

I remember Josh Schmidt standing on chairs (the stage) with the little neighbor girl singing some childish school song. (The fall foliage on the hills across the way is amazing.) For years, Russian Alex with his Colombian wife joined us for dinner at the mission. Alex was gruff and might have missed a button on his shirt while his wife would be dressed to the nines. I remember hiking the Aquaduct Trail, just Laurence and me, one Thanksgiving. I recall another Thanksgiving in Reuben Akinyombo’s apartment before they bought a house, and how we had a large array of both Nigerian and American foods.

The chatter of well-dressed people fills the train. The lady in the next seat up videos the scene of the river, the trees, and the cliffs. The overhead racks carry luggage and hikers’ backpacks.

God bless you today wherever you are, whatever you are doing. (What are you doing? What are your NYC Thanksgiving memories?) Happy Thanksgiving. We love you! Laurence and Berniece

Somehow the Martha in me became Mary today, and I let the day unfold in whatever manner it would. This meant that I’d cleaned, cooked, and set the table in a relaxed way and still had time to ride the 7 train to Grand Central to meet James and Kris (Laurence’s sister) as they walked from the Metro North train in the great room by the clock. (“Meet me at the clock.”) More company would be heading to our place, but Kris, and I had time to walk through the Christmas Market while James got a drink and sat by the skating rink in Bryant Park.

James and Kris parked their suitcases in our foyer just before the houseparents, Randy and Rachel, arrived with Beth and her son, Bane. Eleven-year-old Bane – he plays Michael Jackson on Broadway – settled down on our bed with his computer to do his schoolwork. Then in another matter of perfect timing, Laurence, wearing scrubs, walked in to have dinner with his sister and the rest of us. 😊

Conversation flowed and soon Laurence needed to return to the clinic. Randy headed to a dentist appointment a mile away in Woodside. The rest of us gaped at frogs, eels, live crabs, pig snouts, and more ordinary things in the Asian Market. Kris bought bamboo toothpicks because they’re the best. The next stop was for bubba tea. (Bee, where are you? 😢)

Back at our apartment, we gave hugs and said farewells. Beth and Bane went to the R train, Rachel to the 7 train, and James and Kris to take the Q70 bus to LGA. I thought maybe I could extend the visit a bit by riding with them, but Q70 bus was jam packed and no way was I getting on it.

I turned to walk away when in God’s perfect timing I met a friend I haven’t seen for ten years (likely more). Andrea threw her arms around me and we shared hearts. She hugged me tightly again and again. We did not exchange phone numbers. (God knows where she’s at, and where I am.)

In 2009, I ended the book Be Still with, “Did an elderly, sanctified Martha sit quietly at her Master’s feet . . .?” It’s taken a lot of sanctification, and I’ve been a slow learner, but O the blessing of letting God work things out in His way and according to His timing. Berniece 11/16/23

Laurence walked in the woods of Forest Park today. The sun shone and the leaves were at peak foliage. The sun shone at market too. (Also, the Son shone at market.) Roger and Elsie Penner had their first solo travel experience as NYC missionaries when they came to market today. They rode the tram over the East River to get to Roosevelt Island where the market is.

I have no clue but perhaps, we had a 1,000 customers. (Boss, you can set me straight.) I have ongoing conversations from one market to another with many of them: “My 91 year old dad (who’s in Russia) said to tell you hi.”

“I’m the guy who saves the planet.”

Me: “O yeah, bring your own bags. Save the planet!”

Me to Andy, “What time did you run the marathon in?” He did it in some over three hours. Andy says that NYC is special because the crowds are out to cheer you on. Now he’s training for the marathon in Berlin.

Me to the silver-haired lady speaking Spanish. “I haven’t seen you for a long time.”

The lady, “I’ve been in Colombia for a year.”

There was the man who lost his cane in the market. The 3-year-old who insisted he’s five, “I’m five!” The couple who I discuss hiking trails with . . .

I didn’t set out to write about market conversations. I wanted to write about eating Guatemalan fast food for supper, and then about walking on Roosevelt where the sidewalk was lined with vendors of food and products from South American countries and from Mexico. Laurence says to bring your passport because you can hardly believe you’re in the United States. The scenes are of tarps, big kettles, grills, tables with plastic chairs and people, Spanish music and talk, little children playing, and a street preacher shouting. This is home and we love it!

We also love escaping to beautiful places along the Hudson River. We hiked this past week at Cold Spring and celebrated my birthday at an old inn there. Laurence got ice cream from Moo Moo Creamery.

We spent Thursday evening by the fireplace in Bear Mountain Overlook Lodge after the park police told us the black bears are active now, and we had to leave the bench by the lake. We’ve been going to Bear Mountain for a long time. (The first time was for my birthday in 1990.) Once we went there to ice skate with the Abe Gracia family. We’ve been there with some of you. What are your memories? This time, Laurence and I thought we might hike in abandoned Doodletown (such a fun name), but the trails were closed due to storm damage.

Tomorrow is another farewell/welcome. I’m hoping Sonia, an attendee, won’t want to sing, “God Be With You.” Todd and Donna Schmidt were kindred spirits, and we’ve certainly enjoyed hiking in beautiful places with them! God bless you, Todd and Donna, for your faithful service here and in Poughkeepsie.

You all have a blessed Sunday. Love, Berniece

I heard Pauline passed away. I hope she’s gone to the place of “many mansions” where there’s no homeless wandering the streets.

Pauline was a gentle soul who placed her large bulk on a park bench at night to sleep. In the morning, she’d make her way to the Pantry for a hot breakfast cooked up by Big Mike and served by Mennonite young men.

Before serving, these young men sang two songs with Laurence and myself (their houseparents) and with the missionary and his wife. After singing, one of the brothers would read and expound on the Word. Pauline appreciated devotional time.

The pantry program located an apartment for Pauline. Her very own apartment. No more sleeping on the street.

At Christmas, the Mennonites took the train to the Bronx to sing carols for Pauline. The missionary carried a box of groceries and placed it on her table. (This was many years ago.) Pleased Pauline showed her friends, the Mennonites, everything, including the refrigerator. She opened the refrigerator door, saying, “There’s food inside.” That’s the picture I remember: Pauline’s overflowing happiness at having food in her fridge.

The mission staff at Sugar Hill continues to reach out to the homeless community at the Pantry. With the arrival of colder weather we see the homeless hanging out in subway stations and taking up train seats by stretching out to sleep on the benches. They beg on the streets, and I ignore them. However, I’ve been reproved for my holier than thou attitude by the one who didn’t ask for money but instead said, “Will you pray for me?” I reply that I will. As I’m walking away I hear, “My name’s Kenneth. Pray for Kenneth.” It’s been touching to see other church groups reach out with both food and the Gospel in the park near us. I’ve come down into the subway station to see the homeless praying with someone who cared about their soul. (I’ve also seen plenty of beer cans and the body of one who didn’t survive.)

Could the homeless, bearded man pushing a grocery cart of stuff be an angel unaware?

Happy November. May your refrigerator be filled with plenty. Berniece